my first meditation

my first meditatddddionMMY

So the next morning i really was still like amazed like it was definitely like a revelation had happened. so i was like kind of obsessed with really learning as much as i could about this stone, just like what I did to super seven crystal, and i discovered where it came from, i learned about the narmada river, and i thought it was honestly so fascinating, and so special it felt like i don't know i felt like i could possibly be going crazy a little bit, because it just felt so special to me. 

I was like what i want to do a meditation with this stone. i want to meditate with the stone and see what happens. so i had my first meditation with this stone, the next day, so day two of like working with this stone, i meditated with this stone that I got from crystal shops near me, i like to meditate with my eyes covered, i put something on top of my eyes. i also like to listen to music and i just so happen to pick a root chakra meditation music which i think might have triggered something, but anyway i was in my bedroom. i started my meditation, i was about 10 minutes in and i was slowly getting there, but i was really just telling myself during that meditation, i was like i i'm just gonna like be, i'm just gonna let whatever happen. 

I'm here like i surrender to whatever, i'm gonna feel and i slowly started to feel this kind of like prickly tingly, feeling at my feet and i was kind of like okay, i guess i'm having some kind of sensation in my feet, and then it kind of moved slowly to like my thighs and i was like, okay like i'm just gonna let this happen, like i'm not doing anything, like i'm just sitting here meditating and i was getting deeper and deeper, and it felt it just really does feel like this wave is coming over you and i was just like i was a little scared at times, because it felt so present, like it was right in front of me, like it rise to my face, and i could just feel this presence, and i was like don't be scared, it's okay and then all of a sudden my feet, i could feel it felt like i was getting a cramp with both of my feet, when you're swimming and all of a sudden your foot cramps up. 

That's exactly what it felt like and i was like trying not to freak out or anything, because this had never happened to me in a meditation before, and i was just breathing, i was like maybe i'm thinking this, maybe this isn't really happening, i was really tempted to take off my eye mask and look down, but i was like what i'm just gonna like let this flow. 

When i felt ready to come out of the meditation, i definitely checked my feet right away, and they were numb, they were so numb and they felt weird, and i was like okay something happened, where i felt this in my body so then i like had to go online, and check other people if they've ever had an experience like this. and i kind of discovered while i was searching online, that this is a thing that happens when you go through like a kundalini, like kundalini yoga or kundalini meditation. i believe the term is called kriya, when your body kind of go sorry, there's people like exiting out of my apartment, if you can hear that , it's kind of like this feeling. 

When you kind of tense up your body, it's uncontrollable and it just happens when you have that kundalini running through your chakras. so that was kind of like my first meditation with this crystal, with this stone and i was just holding it in my hands while i was meditating ,and i felt this force go through me.